Where we are.

It's Thursday. It's Thursday at 11:08am.

This is where we are.

It's the day before THE day, the day that we find out about our immediate future. You see, tomorrow could very well be the day that my husband loses his job. His job and his paycheck. This paycheck pays the mortgage. This paycheck supports missionaries that we love wholeheartedly. This paycheck buys me ice cream when I need a pick me up. This paycheck purchased both of the vehicles that we drive.

This job doesn't make TheMr happy. This job doesn't satisfy him in the way that being in a place where you know God has you can satisfy. Suddenly, the paycheck means nothing. Truthfully, it never has.

It never will.

It is God who provides fully and consistently. We know this full well.

This is where we are.

Over 10 yrs ago, the Lord began putting a country on my heart. The passion for it has only grown. He says, "Go." My husband confirms this.

but...how?

but...when?

This is where we are.

Soon, very soon we will start trying to conceive, to add to our family. Weird considering the circumstances, right? Maybe. Yet, we don't think so.

Our family plans were decided upon prayerfully and in confidence. We knew then that we couldn't know where we would be now, but we knew and know still who knows full well.

Our God never fails. Our God is not surprised by our circumstances. He is not moved by fear and doubt.

He is constant. He is faithful. He is all powerful. He is all knowing.

Where we are, there is no better place to be.